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| 235 | + I'm rummaging through Nietzsche & Schopenhauer a little more. |
| 236 | + <br> There was something from Schopenhauer that stuck out, |
| 237 | + |
| 238 | + <br><br> <span class="innerCenter"><span class="textBump textName"> |
| 239 | + All willing springs from lack, |
| 240 | + <br>from deficiency, |
| 241 | + <br>and thus from suffering.</span> |
| 242 | + <br> <span class="textShrink">[<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_World_as_Will_and_Representation" target="_blank">The World as Will and Representation</a>, Volume I]</span></span> |
| 243 | + |
| 244 | + <br> Now, I'm not much of a pessimist ... |
| 245 | + <br> I'm a bit closer to whatever Nietzsche is... |
| 246 | + <br> I still don't know, he was like a transcendentally existential nihilist. |
| 247 | + <br> And I'm a pragmatist in a post-daoist world. |
| 248 | + |
| 249 | + <br><br> But Will isn't something I thought of as being Lack of something. |
| 250 | + <br> It makes sense though, |
| 251 | + <br> It's one of those phrases you could shrug off with a "sure." |
| 252 | + |
| 253 | + <br><br> So, let's give it a moment of our time -- |
| 254 | + |
| 255 | + <br><br> I like to create for the love of creating. |
| 256 | + <br> I think Schopenhauer might say it's for the lack of those "feel good" feelings I get while making something. |
| 257 | + <br> Which I can't logically argue with, so I'll accept as true for now. |
| 258 | + |
| 259 | + <br><br> But is the desire to be entertained from the lack of action in life? |
| 260 | + <br> Or forced responsibilities in our day-to-days, so a lack of leisure? |
| 261 | + <br> <span class="textShrink">[Seneca throwback, <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/De_Brevitate_Vitae_(Seneca)" target="_blank">On The Shortness of Life</a>]</span> |
| 262 | + |
| 263 | + <br><br> I could argue, with Seneca and eastern concepts in mind, that; |
| 264 | + <br> With Work should come Rest, |
| 265 | + <br> With Rest should come Work. |
| 266 | + |
| 267 | + <br><br> It would depend on your definition of rest, |
| 268 | + <br> Play, beer with friends, book in your comfy chair; |
| 269 | + <br> Pick the right marshmallow for you! |
| 270 | + |
| 271 | + <br><br> Then you could argue Hegel might say that life doesn't exist until there is Lack, |
| 272 | + <br> Thus leading to Want. |
| 273 | + <br> So existence can't be defined until Lack is imparted. |
| 274 | + |
| 275 | + |
| 276 | + <br><br><br><div class="procPagesAIDevBar"></div> |
| 277 | + |
| 278 | + |
| 279 | + <br><br> Hmmm, |
| 280 | + <br> What made prokaryotes move in the first place 3.8 billion years ago? |
| 281 | + <br> What made eyes evolve? |
| 282 | + <br> What made those cave scorpions genetically lose their eyes and most of their stingers? |
| 283 | + <br> [<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pseudoscorpion" target="_blank">Pseudoscorpions</a>] |
| 284 | + |
| 285 | + <br><br> <span class="textItch">That I can breath, I must live...</span> |
| 286 | + |
| 287 | + <br><br> Maybe Want vs Stimulus is one in the same? |
| 288 | + <br> If you keep doing something over and over, you get good at it. |
| 289 | + <br> If you keep getting tapped on the head with a spoon, you'll ask the kid to stop. |
| 290 | + <br> If you sit on your ass for years 'n years after being physically fit in your youth, you won't be for long. |
| 291 | + |
| 292 | + <br><br> Maybe it's a bit middle of the road, |
| 293 | + <br> But mutual growth seems to be a common factor here. |
| 294 | + |
| 295 | + <br><br> Am I arguing for some form of Lamarckian Evolution? No. |
| 296 | + <br> But <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epigenetics" target="_blank">epigenetic</a> gene activations do occur in our lives. |
| 297 | + <br> Survival of the fittest gene activation! |
| 298 | + |
| 299 | + <br><br> Muahah! |
| 300 | + <br> I'll middle of the road anything!! |
| 301 | + |
| 302 | + <br><br> <span class="textItalic">Umm...</span> |
| 303 | + <br> Is it worse to be pragmatically wrong? |
| 304 | + <br> Or to follow an incorrect path in hindsight? |
| 305 | + |
| 306 | + |
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| 309 | + |
| 310 | + <br><br> As with all of these posts, |
| 311 | + <br> On this diegetically connected blog, |
| 312 | + |
| 313 | + <br><br> I've been adding in my latent adversarial-projection "enforcement." |
| 314 | + <br> Like, a system to verify signals in the brain before processing is complete. |
| 315 | + <br> <span class="textShrink">(Similar to layers of the cerebral cortex; hypocampus' influence in the 1st, 2nd, 3rd layers & amygdala's 1st, 2nd, 4th influence; out of 6 layers)</span> |
| 316 | + |
| 317 | + <br><br> I was thinking that having sporadic activations at my input would cause echos throughout my network. |
| 318 | + <br> So I could simulate input data, |
| 319 | + <br> <span class="textItalic">Dreams</span> |
| 320 | + <br> And adhere to the Defensive Activation Theory in the brain for edge re-wiring in my network. |
| 321 | + <br> <a href="https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC8176926/" target="_blank">Defensive Activation</a> is proposed as a method our brains use to limit important neural pathways from changing due to neural plasticity while we sleep. |
| 322 | + |
| 323 | + <br><br> In my mind, |
| 324 | + <br> Knowing it's simulated/fake data could help from self-reinforcement of incorrect ideas and ideals from "adversarial" input data, like "Real" data in a GAN. |
| 325 | + |
| 326 | + <br><br> Much like my middle of the roadness for accepting a black'n white truth, |
| 327 | + <br> There is an adverserial advantage. |
| 328 | + |
| 329 | + |
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| 332 | + |
| 333 | + <br><br> An update on the training, |
| 334 | + <br> I'm running into some slight issues training locomotion separate from other inputs in the brain. |
| 335 | + <br> So I'm attempting to restrain areas of the brain for learning specific things, |
| 336 | + <br> Prior to releasing those "guided" regions. |
| 337 | + <br> Allowing the final brain to be defined, before diffusing with itself, to then learn better pathways in the full brain. |
| 338 | + |
| 339 | + <br><br> I could let it learn everything at once, at run time, but |
| 340 | + <br> .... Pre-training is useful .... |
| 341 | + <br> ::sigh:: |
| 342 | + |
| 343 | + <br><br> Slap an ai into a robot with some motors and sensors, no server connection, senses being flooded all at once; |
| 344 | + <br> Good & Bad feedback being lost in an orchestra of signals. |
| 345 | + <br> And the transformer being tongue-tied until the brain catches up. |
| 346 | + |
| 347 | + <br><br> ...You'd want it to have some idea of how to use the mech it's in, |
| 348 | + <br> Or it'll be flopping around on its stomach for a few weeks. |
| 349 | + |
| 350 | + <br><br> So I'm making my playground in Unity, likely set up some .net connection to my training server for virtual device feedback. |
| 351 | + <br> Maybe I can train it all at once, |
| 352 | + <br> Maybe I'm just not thinking about it in the right way yet. |
| 353 | + |
| 354 | + <br><br> But hey, WebSocket over local network in Unity sounds like a fun project to make! |
| 355 | + <br> Asynchronous training of one AI model at home between multiple computers, |
| 356 | + <br> This'll be fun! |
| 357 | + |
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| 361 | + |
| 362 | + <br><br> Luckily neural projection + geometry can be moved between models, |
| 363 | + <br> ...If I have this right in my transformer layer... |
| 364 | + <br> Like a organ doner, |
| 365 | + <br> Just without the lifelong immune suppressants. |
| 366 | + |
| 367 | + <br><br> Stimulation based, |
| 368 | + <br> Not training based. |
| 369 | + |
| 370 | + <br><br><div class="textFullRight">- February 13th 2026</div> |
| 371 | +</p></div><p class="blogEntryTagStyle">theory, philosophy, training, neuroscience</p></div><div class="aiDevPage-blogContentStyle" style="display: none;"><div class="blogEntryTitlePaddingStyle"><div class="blogEntryTitleRowStyle"><h1 class="blogEntryTitleStyle">Baby with a Hand Granade</h1><p class="blogEntryDateStyle">2026-02-01</p><p class="blogEntryReadTimeStyle">1<span class="textShrinkRay"> </span>-<span class="textShrinkRay"> </span>2 min<span class="hideOnMobile"> read</span></p><p class="blogEntryAccessibilityStyle"><button class="blogEntryAccessibilityButtonStyle procPagesNavSectionStyle procPagesButtonStyle procPagesSectionNavColor" title="Increase Font Size">+</button><button class="blogEntryAccessibilityButtonStyle procPagesNavSectionStyle procPagesButtonStyle procPagesSectionNavColor" title="Decrease Font Size">-</button></p></div></div><div class="procPagesAIDevHeaderSpacer"></div><div class="blogEntryPaddingStyle"><p style="font-size: 1.2em;"> |
233 | 372 | If AI were ready for individual personal assistant levels, |
234 | 373 | <br> There would be a few more guardrails in place... |
235 | 374 | <br> Not open source, running up your token count, |
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